Can't Imagine It, Can you?

Ini lanjutan dari postinganku yang berjudul "Ga Semudah Itu, Bang..."

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"Nui, sebenernya ada yang mau gw kasih tau tentang oknum K"

"Oya? Apa?" | *deg-degan*

"Waktu itu dia bilang kan mau nyari pacar orang Indonesia?"

"He'eh. Terus?" | *masih deg-degan*

"Kemarin gw denger..ada yang nanya ke oknum K..apa bener dia serius mau nyari pacar orang Indonesia. Terus lo tau ga si oknum K bilang apa?"

"Apa?" | *kayaknya ada yang aneh nih*

"Intinya kalo kata teman kita--oknum Y--, oknum K kira-kira bilang, 'I can't imagine marrying a Muslim girl'"

"........" | *speechless*

"Rasanya mau bilang di mukanya oknum K, 'emang kenapa kalo cewe Muslim? masalah buat lo?!'"

"........" | *mencerna info yang barusan kudengar*

"Itulah Nui kenapa gw ngerasa ternyata oknum K ga sebaik yang dibilang temen-temen kita dari Jepang"

"........" | *oh..jadi gitu toh*

"Kemaren-kemaren aja dia bilangnya mau nyari pacar orang Indonesia. Eeeeeh sekarang malah can't imagine marrying a Muslim girl. Gw sebagai cewe Indonesia yang Muslim berasa diinjek-injek. Emang salah kalo agama gw Islam?"

"Iya ya..." | *well, I actually expected something like this to happen. It must have been hard for him to understand and follow Islamic teachings*

"Gw jadi ga respect sama dia. Ngapain pake bilang mau nyari pacar orang Indonesia klo ujung-ujungnya tetep sama nihon-jin?!"

"Yah...sebenernya bisa aja kok sama orang Indonesia. Yang bukan Islam"

"Oiya juga ya.."

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In the end, you cannot imagine marrying a Muslim girl, huh. One question remains in my mind: why you said Muslim girl instead of Indonesian girl? Is it because you have fallen for a Muslim girl? Or is it because the majority in Indonesia are Muslims so you generalize that Indonesian people are all Muslim?

Whichever your reason is, I understand if you cannot imagine marrying a Muslim girl. Even I cannot imagine you marrying a Muslim girl. I cannot imagine you revert to Islam. I cannot imagine you to stop drinking alcohol/beer/sake. I can't even imagine you do the prayer and prostate to ALLAH.

Okay, sorry, my bad. I should not judge you by my emotions. After all, you're a good guy in my eyes--except for being a drunkard :p--because you're...just...kind. just because. you're kind. period. 

ALLAH maha membolak-balikkan hati. Dan hidayah adalah hak prerogatif ALLAH. Walaupun aku ga bisa bayangin si oknum K akhirnya memeluk Islam, tapi kalau ALLAH berkehendak, siapa yang bisa melarang? :)